Friday.

Today is such a busy day, I can't even believe it! I need to be up in about 6 hours and fully functional for the entire day.. Aw hell, I don't think it will work. Lol

1st: I have a funeral in Lehi for a family member I have never met. If I didn't love my grandma so much, I wouldn't even be going.

2nd: I have Christian's farewell show in Roy. Hopefully I'm back in enough time to hear the first song, I should be,  considering it starts at 6:30pm..

3rd: It's Dee's birthday tonight, so he is putting on a concert with some other bands at Kamikaze's and I hope it isn't too loud. I have a feeling I'll have a headache by the end of the night. Lol and hopefully I can convince J.D. and Kyle to come, because that would be a lot of fun.

So what I'm trying to say is that I wish I could stop over analyzing and actually get some sleep. But the fact that I wrote the blog about Nick and at the same time Sam accepted me on facebook, (after 6 months) and is commenting on my pictures, kind of has me a little suspicious of her motives.. I love Nick, so I'm dealing with it, because I know, if I can't be with him, he would want Sam and I to get along....................... BUT I can't help but dislike the fact that she is crude in public, she took my best friend away and I think that Nick and I are a better match. Bahhhhhh it's so hard to be nice to someone you want to hate.

*God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference.*