Its probably not healthy for me to think as much as I do, but hey, I am alone a lot more now and therefore TIME TO THINK! I really like being in a relationship, but the thought of only being with one person scares me. I know I haven't met Mr. Right because their isn't one person I have dated that I would be with now. I mean, don't get me wrong, I have loved things about all of them and at the time it was exactly where I wanted to be. Plus, every relationship I have had has made me who I am. "Pain changes you" and I have had my fair share of pain. I am becoming the person I want to be and one day, maybe soon, maybe not, I will find the man I am supposed to marry and when the time comes I will know exactly what I want and exactly how to get it. But for now, I don't see the harm in being young, attractive and single. I know who I am and what I stand for, I don't need a man to define me. I am undefinable. (:
On a brighter note, tomorrow I get to spend some much needed time with my very favorite cowboy, Mr. Ryan. We complete each other like we were separated at birth and I love him more than I love myself. I love him more than I love Jack Daniels. I love him more than I love the Green Bay Packers. Honestly, I couldn't ask for a better best friend or for a better way to spend my day off. (Hopefully I can get some good pictures in too.) I'm excited. For it has been far too long that we took off on an adventure and I have been itching for one. (:
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